







One year ago today I woke up having mild contractions at 4 in the morning. I brushed them off as I had them the morning before as well. I tried to fall back asleep and not get my hopes up. When I woke up they were fairly irregular and really not too painful so I begrudgingly went on a walk to see if I could make something happen. Nothing. I was so mad. I mean pissed. Let's just say there were words coming out of my mouth that I am not proud of. I was a week past expiration and as far as I was concerned the eviction notice had been posted! Sam lovingly told me to call the doctor and see if there was anything they could do. I rolled my eyes but called
anyways and she gave me the old "well just come up and let's see where things are at". This woman has dealt with her share of crazy preggos! So I drove myself to the birthing center. No we did not use a hospital...no I don't love pain...no I am not anti medicine. It just felt right for us. Anywho, I got to the doc around 1:00 and explained to her that I was sorry to take up her
time but I had been having false labor for 2 days and wasn't sleeping well. She checked me out and kindly told me to go home, grab my bag and husband and come back because I was 6 cm dialated and was going to be having a baby in a few hours! At this point everything felt strangely calm. I came home, tucked Aiden in for his nap. Called my family and got ready to have our baby girl. My labor was so easy until about 3:30. The doc broke my water and said if you are not feeling much yet they are coming. So I sat and talked with the family for a bit and then they hit. HARD!!! It was way more intense than I remembered but amazing all over
again. At around 4:50 the doctor said that Lily's head and shoulders were out and asked if I wanted to reach down and pull her out. I did. It was the most amazing thing ever! Here was this
beautiful girl we had waited for for 9 months. It does not seem possible that I brought home that sweet baby a year ago. It has gone way too fast. I feel like it all flies by before you are really able to cherish it all. I guess thats why I have thousands of pictures on my computer.
We adore you baby girl! You make us laugh and smile every day. You have so much personality and are such a happy baby. You are walking everywhere and in to EVERYTHING. I can already see my stubborness in you...haha. I thank God for you every day and can't imagine living life without you!
Happy 1st Birthday silly girl.